About.



I started a blog in 2009 and slowly let people in on my secret. Whether you found your way here because I told you or you stumbled upon it on your own, Welcome!
I use a blog to sort out just about anything that’s on my mind. There’s no real word in any language that truly defines me so you’ll have to read through everything to even begin to understand. I have an irrational fear that one day I’ll develop Alzheimer’s or Amnesia and forget what created me- all the moments, all the people, etc. So on my spare time I write. I write when I’m angry, I write when I’m sad, I write at the most happiest moments of my life and when tragedy strikes. I write when I'm bored, I write when there are a million better things to do. You'll never know just when I might decide stop and take a moment to write. I might make a book and I wonder who will read it. Writing is a socially acceptable form of getting naked in public...
so here you get to witness all of me, the raw materials. 
The not so put together version of Nikita.
My past, the present, and her future. 
Enjoy!